how i feel today:
i don't write anything here for pity, so please, pretty please if you're reading this, don't pity me. sometimes people just need to be pissed off and vent.
disappointed because felt stretched very thin yesterday and didn't feel any support
frustrated because i let that get the best of me and spoke harshly to those i love
angry because being in pain is exhausting and well feeling shitty is just SHITTY
angry because sometimes i give in and feel sorry for myself
disappointed because i let myself wallow
frustrated because i know it's stupid to wallow
disappointed because i'm not the kind of mom i want to be
frustrated because i let myself take things personally
angry because - honestly, sometimes i like to be angry-- like it's some warped way of rebelling against all the crap that i feel on a daily basis
oh. and i'm tired.
so, so, so, so, so tired.